Haven't done one of these in a while...

This is seriously going to get personal, you ready? ya sure.

If you were caught cheating, would you fess up? of course! how could you deny something like that??

The last time you honestly felt broken? I'm still struggling to put myself back together.

Are you craving something? not really, no.

If you could have one thing right now what would it be? The winning numbers to this Friday's Lotto Max

Would you rather have ten kids, or none? If it were 10 or none, I'd have to say none. There is no way I can provide for 10 kids.

What do you hear right now? Cartoons on the TV, and the sound of my fingers clicking on the keyboard.

Is your bed against more than one of your walls? Nope

What’s on your mind right now? Several things. I think a lot about my current situation, and how different things would have been if I didn't walk my dog past Vicious Circle that night.

Are you there for your friends? Not as much as I should be, or as much as I'd like to be. I'm currently trying to repair the relationship I have with my friends. I feel horrible for having distanced myself from them over the past year.

Last person to see you cry? One of my counsellors.

What do you do when you get nervous? I'll bite my nails, tap my foot, rub my eyes/forehead, etc. That's what I'll usually do for any type of stress/worry/anxiety

Be honest, do you like people in general? Depends on what mood I'm in. Today I'm indifferent.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids? 29

Does anyone completely understand you? No, I don't even completely understand myself. The only person who comes close to completely understanding me, would probably be my Mother.

Do you have a reason to smile right now? Yes, I have a beautiful daughter, and she will always be a reason for me to smile.

Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you? Yes, and they lost me anyway.

Would you be happier if life had a rewind button? I never used to think that way, but right now I can honestly say that yes, I probably would be happier if life had a rewind button.

Do you tell your mum or dad everything? I tell my mom pretty much everything. I don't have a dad.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes? Absolutely! I refuse to be with a smoker.

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone? What the hell kind of question is that? I have no idea. I hope not.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked? Yes, this time last year I was head over heels in love with the person I liked. He was my world.

Do you think more about the past, present, or future? Lately I've been thinking about the past and how much it has affected the present. I think a lot about the things I miss, just as much as the things I don't. I think about how much I cried, yet at the same time, how much I loved. I think about how I was deceived, and how often I was lied to, and think about how naive I was to believe it. Love is blinding. It skewed my sense of reality, and left me feeling like a fool in the end. As for the future, I think about how difficult it will be for me to learn how to trust again. It's hard to see the path ahead when there are storm clouds in the way. I'm sure that once they clear, everything will be ok.

How many hours of sleep do you get a night? On average I would say 6-8hrs.

Are you easy to get along with? I think so. I admit that I do have my moments, as does everyone, but generally speaking, I feel that I am fairly easy to get a long with. I'm a lot more open-minded and tolerant than I used to be.

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with? Absolutely not! How could ANYONE hate little miss Ava? She is so sweet and innocent.

What was the last drink that you put in your mouth? Water. Refreshing :)

What size bed do you have? Queen, though one day it would be nice to have a King, especially when I have someone to share it with.

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in? I always start the water before I get in, so that I can adjust the temp accordingly.

Do you like the rain? I LOVE the rain. When it rains, I wanna hold my love close, and listen to the rain drops against the window, or go for a walk with him if it's not too cold. There's just something about rain that makes my heart melt when I'm with someone who loves me back. I still love rain when I'm single, but love it even more when there's someone to share it with.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Oh I dunno... maybe. I'm always interested to know what someone is thinking.

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do? Yes, I think we've all been guilty of doing something we said we wouldn't do. I remember when I was about 14-15, I told myself that I'd never listen to electronic music because I felt it was talentless (pressing buttons on a keyboard vs playing live instruments). Electronic music is all I listen to.

Would people refer to you as a goodie goodie, bad news, or neither? I would say neither, but I guess that depends on who you talk to.

Who were you last in the car with, besides family? Friends in Montreal

What’s the last movie you saw in theaters and with who? Rio with my ex, our baby, and his family

Have you ever kissed someone who had a boyfriend/ girlfriend? Not to my knowledge, however, someone kissed me who had a girlfriend. Some guys just don't seem to care who they kiss, and who they hurt.

Have you ever been hurt by someone you never thought would hurt you? Yes, when someone tells you that they love you, you don't expect them to go out of their way to hurt you. Especially when you try so hard to help them, and especially when you share something more important than feelings (ie. another life).

Your parents are out of town. Would you throw a massive party? a) My mom IS out of town. b) I would throw a party if I felt like it, regardless if she was in town or not.

Do you regret a past relationship? I've never truly regretted a past relationship until recently. I don't regret my last relationship because things didn't work out, I regret it because it damaged me as a person. I don't know if I'll ever be able to trust anyone again, and it will take a while for me to rebuild my self-esteem, self-confidence, and self-worth. I guess the best I can do is try to believe that good people do exist, and that maybe one day I will meet one of them.

Would you rather spend a Friday night at a concert or a crazy party? I'd rather spend a Friday night at home so that I can relax and wind down after working all week.

Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over? No, each person I've fallen for, has been different than the rest.

Have you made a joke about somebody that made them cry? Maybe when I was younger, but I don't recall specifically.

Do you care too much about your appearance? I don't care enough about it. I think If I did, I would be much happier. It's hard to care when you lack self-esteem.

Are you a jealous person? I guess that depends on how secure I feel in the relationship. In a secure trusting relationship, jealousy isn't an issue.

Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? Nope

Do you miss anyone? I think what I miss is the idea of that person.

Last person who made you cry? A friend of mine.

Does your ex piss you off? After everything he has said and done, and everything I've learned about him recently? Yes, although I think 'disgusted' would be a better word to use.

What are you doing tomorrow? I don't know, play it by ear.

Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/ girlfriend every week? No, I'm the type that has a new boyfriend every few years or so.

Is there anyone you want to come see you? Oh yes.

Have you ever been cheated on? Yes, both emotionally and virtually, and after hearing and learning more about my ex, I feel pretty confident that he has cheated on me physically as well.

Ever given your all to someone who walked away? I gave my all to someone, and I was the one who walked away. I had to, otherwise I would end up allowing myself to be lied to and walked on.

Do you like cotton candy? Not really.

Who was the last person you had a serious conversation with? My Mother.

Are you planning to get knocked up or knock someone up by age 17? Who would actually plan something like that??!? How irresponsible!

Do you have siblings? Yes, I have a younger brother and sister.

Have you ever fallen asleep on someone? Yes, I love falling asleep with my head resting on the chest of the person I love.

How has the past week been for you? It's been pretty average. Nothing too exciting. Bought Ava a floor gym.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? I have several friends of the opposite sex that I talk to.

What’s on your mind right now? I already answered this question!

What were you doing at midnight last night? Watching tv in bed

What is your current mood? Indifferent

Who was the first person you talked to today? Ava, my little woman.

Will this week be a good one? I don't see why not...

Anything happen to you within the past month that made you really happy? Happiness is a goal I'm working towards.

Who were you with last night? No one, just my three girls.

Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? Nope, unless talking to myself in my head counts lol.

Next time you will kiss someone? Whenever I come across someone who I feel is worth kissing.

Who should start the kiss, the girl or the boy? I like it when the boy starts it :)

Do you have any plans for the weekend? I do, and I'm double booked actually. Having friends stay from out of town, going to a Fetish event where I can get all dressed up, and then go riding on Sunday :)